Saturday, 6 February 2010

therefore i miss you

yeah i really do miss u.

too many things happening around.
my great grand mother with her UNGRATEFUL SON!
and her leg

and now... i can't even have a nice Chinese New Year.
i do hope that u come back..

i wanna meet you.
although you can't really help much :p but with you beside me.
everything's fine.
you always make me smile.

i don't need any gifts or surprise. i just need you with me.
so stay.

to my super number one. :)

hope that u know who u r.
but i don't think that you have the chance to read this but, that's everything in my heart.
that's what i wanna say to you.

BE with ME.
therefore i miss you.

Wednesday, 3 February 2010

寒冷的韩国

嗨,这是我第一次用华语写blog.. 感觉有点奇怪。。
不过。。这应该是好的开始吧。。荒废了好几年的华语。。现在,在很努力的进步着。:)
全新的开始。。

寒冷的韩国?是因为看太多的韩剧了吧。。上瘾,让人无法自拔。。
如果这世上真的有像剧情里的男女主角。。那该多好。。永远都是美好结局。。
在这残酷的世界会有美好结局吗??
就像我。。
白痴的等了好几年。。到最后他还是。。他。

我的世界里永远都不可能有他的存在。:)

cool~ my first blog in Chinese..
WAYTOGO! high 5 YOKE!

Sunday, 17 January 2010

Laskar Pelangi

LASKAR Pelangi

it's a story about 10 kids from a very poor place in Indonesia call Belintong. it's about how they fight for the rights to get education and about their childhood. i cried and laugh along. i really wish to watch the movie. i got so touch because this story is real, true. written by Andera Hitara. it's a very good book although it's in BM but try to read :) you would love it.
and there's a song for this movie by Nijid- laskar pelangi

gave me a lot of inspirations.
i really want to pour everything out. my emotions but sadly i just couldn't think of a word now. hmmm just go get one! :) haha that's all i can say~

I guess everyone knows about the Haiti earthquake and the condition of the victims now.
People lets pray from them. What ever religion you r what ever race you r. just pray~
it's not the time to fight about religion or what race we are.
I always thought that we are one. What about SATU MALAYSIA?
what's the purpose of national day??
what's the purpose of the late prime minister Tunku Abdul Rahman that fought for us?
what? tell me!
answer me!
just because of that WORD.
that WORD is just a WORD!
For God's sake.
look! LOOK around us.
Things are happening, people are suffering!
what are we doing here??
FIGHTING?? because of a WORD?? GOD!!! what's WRONG with us??
Yeah, people keep talking about the END OF THE WORLD that is said to end on FRIDAY. but shouldn't we help each other now? since the world is said to be "ending".
Shouldn't we stick together like a family, we are the same HOMO SAPIENS!

a small blogger like me wont do any change, i know. but i really hope i can do something to change, to be better.

politics is not my stuff cuz i know it's dark and dirty.
my English is not as powerful as others.
I am just an ordinary college student that can't even spell right.
what can i do?
just an ordinary blogger.

-ordinary day-

Wednesday, 13 January 2010

kindness makes me SMILE

"POP!" :)
helllooo~ and good evening.
I am here to tell you a story about Miss Yoke.

One day, she went out to study with her friends. while waiting for them. she remember that she left only a few sens (her phone credit) so she walked to the store to topup rm10.
making her wallet thin. she only left rm10 now.

unfortunately, she had to key in her number in the sales person's phone.
she was sure that the number is correct. and she gave the phone n money back to the sales person.
after a while. she felt weird, "what is taking so long for the money to be transfered?" she asked herself..

then she walk to the counter again asking..
the lady showed her the number and "WTF" she felt like hitting herself hard on the wall.
she key in the wrong number. and bad news is... it cannot be canceled.
she felt sad and depressed. "why oohhh why bad things keep happening"
then her friend came.
they went to MC d to study~

before that, with 0.00001% of hope. yoke sms that number, telling about the accident.
no reply. she prayed.. hoping that god would answer her prayers.

still no reply.
UNTIL LAST night~ a mysterious sms came in..
saying sorry that he/her is busy, sorry for the late reply~ and waaalllllaaahhh!!
rm10 in return!!
OHH YEAH!! she thanked that person!

he/her must be an angle!!!!

conclusion is... yoke got back her rm10 and live happily as usual~ :)

the moral of this story is.. to do good to others. you make them smile and happy.
to let them know that there's still hope and humanity and love in this society :)

i hope you love the story!
and to the mysterious person out there if you happen to read my blog (=.=ll as if) i wanna thank you again! I LOVE YOU! :P

Monday, 11 January 2010

2.22AM

what am i doing? awake in this hour of time?? am i sleep walking??
NO~ i m sitting with my friends. in the hostel canteen~

to work on my work good assignment and also studying for my exam~ which is in 3 more days.
hmmm
i can't wait for Chinese new year!
i wan't ANG PAU and also to celebrate and be together with my familiessss :)
ILYSM!!

well, sometimes people are not what you think they are, like i always say~
he may be good looking and good in everything and seems to be the mr.perfect but~
he has his own secret.

i won't wanna know.
so i don't wanna care.. live my life.. :)

Wednesday, 6 January 2010

Lesson to be learn

Hey~ glad to say that i am alive :P

it's been hard for me this few days. with my phone and up coming final exam~
but today something caught my eyes.
it's a post at facebook from a pastor.

God have His time. He planed everything for us and know exactly what we needed.
well, we have to be patient and wait for the time to come :)
i hope to be a patient person hehe

ermm.. i really wanna thanks all my friends for being there with me when my phone got stolen. Ah qian and Chui Peng~ their help means a lot to me.
and also other seniors as well.
and i also wanna thank Shahrul Faiz (hahahaha sound familiar right) yeah
my super n0.1 :)
he kinda help me find out that, the thief that fucking ass hole is still using both my numbers!
and he also helped me scold that low life buy sending cursing messages :) i am happy because he actually felt angry. feels like i m floating in the air. he actually cares about me :D and remembers almost everything that i told him~

SWEET! I am really lucky to know him and to like him!
it's not that i fall in love with him again.
it's just... i don't know how to describe that feeling LOL!
Ok.. i'll make it simple by saying that he is my SUPER n0.1! :)
i wanna apologize to my parents.
I am sorry for what i'hv done. Thanks for forgiving me :)
Thanks to my aunt for lending me her old Samsung :)
i like it!

let this be a lesson for everyone. Glad that i kept my wallet in my pocket~ that save a lot of trouble!

guess that i thanked everyone. sorry if i missed out but please remember that i really do appreciate your help!
That's what Friends are for :)

IT'S A HE!

Saturday, 2 January 2010

lost my phone

hey, i lost all my phones and numbers so no body can contact me now.

will inform u all if i got my new number.

actually i feel really sad
i felt that i really let my parents down.
some kinda curse is following me i guess so many bad things happen..
i just don't know what to say~

sorry mum n dad i don't mean to disappoint you guys. sorry~

no more going out next time.
i m gonna stay in hostel.

i lost my phone in sungei wang.
let this be a punishment for me. and a lesson to be learn for everyone.

not in writing mood now.
bye